Thursday, 21 July 2005

What this is all about
The following postings were originally posted in the “Fuck off and die” tribe. I then removed them after J said he wanted to make an earnest attempt to be friends. He admitted to me that he was an alcoholic and that he moved to VA with the cyberslut because he was angry and hurt after I had left. He told me she was nothing compared to what we had together. He admitted that they had very little in common. He was trying desperately to get out of there. He eventually got a new job with a small air cargo company in another state. He actually spent much time chatting with me on the way to that interview. Well, both interviews, as the first time he tried to go to the state where the company is based he couldn’t get on their plane because it was too full of cargo. It was me who comforted him and let him vent when that situation had upset him. He also was in contact with me the next time he went a week later. We spoke on the phone one night for over 2 hours. Him talking a lot about what was going on in his life. It was great to be able to communicate with him. I told him that I still loved him and he told me he loved me too. He apologized for everything once again. But then this happened. I sent him a picture of my cat to his phone. He sent back a message saying. “Got a camera phone? I sent a pic of me flipping him the bird in the next pic I sent him (as a joke) that was met with this. “If your gonna be that way then don’t bother me” So, I sent him what I knew he wanted. Pics of my tits. Two days later the fool sends me 2 pictures of his hard cock. Now I NEVER wanted these pictures. Start with the fact that he had been fucking that ugly stupid cyberwhore with it and also you could see her home in the pics. He was in such a sexual frenzy he never thought about the consequences of this. Needless to say a few weeks later he pissed me off and I sent them to his cyberslut. I regretted that and tried to unsend them but I wasn’t able to. I sent the whore a very contrite email begging him to not throw him out. Of course I was bullshitting her for his sake only. He told me he didn’t pay rent to her and he didn’t have enough money to get his own place and she would kick him out. He also told me if I sent them he would never speak to me again. Well that didn’t happen. He continued to speak to me for awhile until the skank must have got wind of it and put him in lockdown. Suddenly he would only call from her home phone using a calling card. He told me she was checking his cell phone bills. So all of the sudden he reduces his contact with me. To save his ass from losing a car she bought him (gee how desperate) and kicking him out. He even told me he would be fucked if he lost the car. Now I will admit I haven’t always been nice to him in my correspondence. Certainly I have felt the need to make salient comments to him about what he has done. He hates the truth. Of course he does. He does nothing but lie. So over time I have become increasingly fed up with this crap of him “obeying” the cybertrash. I tried to be nice on many occasions but any polite contact was ignored. Interestingly all my angry contacts were responded to. Funny how that makes one want to send more angry emails and text messages. Why bother being nice when it gets you nothing? Recently I sent him a series of emails. Two which were not all that bad. I have a friend who happens to own a Lamborghini. I told him I was going to send him pictures of it. He sent me an email saying …'verbatim…' Whatever...have fun with your new boyfriend and his toy. I'm moving on and not alone. Take care Now for starters this is NOT my new boyfriend. Gee, sounds like someone is JEALOUS!!!!!! Actually I am seeing someone but we taking it slow. We have known each other for a few months and have only recently decided to bump it up a notch. The guy with the car is just a friend. So, he’s moving and the cynerskank is moving with him? HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!! Certainly that’s a great idea. Since she already knows he lies and cant be faithful. And I’m sure her kids will love being moved so far from their father. And of course I am sure her ex husband will approve. Funny to think he cant be alone so bad that he will do anything to drag out a “relationship” that is based on nothing but sickness. He even told me she doesn’t like almost all of the music he likes. Trust me, music is important to him. At least his ex wife was into music too. She was far smarter then me. She dumped his ass 1 ? years after marrying him. She told me (yeah we talked for about 2 hours once) that she was uncomfortable with J’s family. She said she didn’t want to have kids with him considering she had an awful feeling that J’s dad had a “suspect” relationship with J’s sister. Now I was shocked at this allegation. I know his dad fairly well. Even though both J and his sister are messed up I still don’t think J’s dad would have molested anyone. Why his ex told me that is strange. So now J wants to cut off all contact with me after all he has said and admitted to me? Well here is MY truth. I will not let anyone hurt me, lie to me and use me (if I could ever get all the money I wasted on him back it would amount to over $100,000) and then just cast me aside for some ugly stupid trash he met in a chat room with his dick in one hand and a beer in the other. I told him he created my anger by saying he still loved me and wanted to be with me again. The whole time he was with that whore. He said he wanted to be in my life and he said he wanted to be friends still. But now this trash bag skank is pushing him around and threatening to take the car away. So now he doesn’t want to put up with me? Funny he put up with quite a bit up until now. OK then. But here is what happens. I will make sure the truth is told. The ugly nasty diseased truth that is his life. This is just the beginning. And J, if you think you can punish me in some way, think again. If I’m gonna get in “trouble” for anything I will make sure its for something really fun. Like making SURE EVERYONE knows exactly who you are. And your trash whore too. Yes people I am a fucking bitch!! Hell hath no fury as they say. Lets hope my fury can be contained. This will be continued.

Posted by hardcorebrat62 at 5:36 AM EDT

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